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its the sun and the flower.
and the colours of the rainbow.
these are some of the things i love. <3
I am just like the sun and you the flower. I’ll provide sunlight for you to blossom. Sometimes, clouds will prevent me from reaching you. But you’ll know that I’m always trying to reach you. Just wait for the clouds to clear if you can’t receive my sunlight (:
Haven’t updated in a long time…Xiao Mo Gu’s complaining already. Haha
She really looks like Mo Gu (mushroom) in her pei qun primary school yearbook. She got my dad’s old spectacles! Like those in the 60’s. Mo Gu went retro style in primary school. Wahahaha… :P
Nothing much to write about during this holiday, except the volleyball trip to m’sia.
Had so much fun shopping and eating really cheap yet yummy food there! Bought wang zi bian qing wa frog cushion and mingdao’s book of pictures for my little sis and a mashimaro mini bolster for myself and bleach necklace for my little bro.
We all had a lot of fun there, except for the occasional irritating things that irked me until I exploded. =X and boy was I pissed. Forget it. Not worth mentioning it.
Phloy, shu and me had fun playing with roy and perng ceat and jumping all over their beds and we ate a lot of their chcolates (I ended up putting on 1 kg. Sigh.)
Now holidays are spent watching Taiwan drama serials, my favourites being er zuo ju zhi wen and er mo zai shen bian. :)
Found the star earring Qi Yue wore in er mo zai shen bian and the really really cute pants and t-shirt earrings that Xiang Qing wore in er zuo ju zhi wen, so I went to bid for them on yahoo auctions =X .haha. How I am gonna do the transaction is another thing. Sigh. $10 for the er zuo ju one and $7.50 for the er mo zai shen bian one. Cant wait. :)
Saw a red adidas track jacket 2 days back, it looks really stylish. I want! My dad offered to buy it and I said no. Gosh. I cant believe I actually said no. RAH! Now I am regretting it… T_T nevermind, shall nag him again.
I realized that there’s a major change in me. I lost interest in many things I used to love to do, such as drawing, baking cookies (even though the outcome is disastrous), reading…etc. I am just not the girl I used to be. I just feel so lost. No sense of identity. Afraid of socializing with new people. Stones at home instead and still cant figure out what I wanna do with my life. What do I intend to do after I graduate? Go university. What School? What Course? I dunno. What occupation do I like? Doctor? Can I even make it? Banking and Finance? Tour guide? Actress( So that I can meet my favourite actors)? I dunno. Everything also I dunno. My laptop is spoilt and I cant even be bothered.
I cant even appreciate anyone that’s nice to me except my family now. It’s like I have learnt to be anti-social and have built a really solid barrier around me now. No one can walk into my heart and have it shatter into pieces again. No one can even come close…
Volleyball is one thing I still really strive in. I really wanna play well. Spike well. Receive balls well. Serve well. I can finally do the open palm serving! (but accuracy is only about 50%. sigh) My spiking has improved too, or so kai said. I actually enjoy spiking. Coach praised me for once last Thursday too ( I must have been crazy to dive and end up with so many bruises and a swollen knee). I wanna work harder and be as good as everyone else (though I know I am dreaming). Never give up! Watashi gambarimasu!
I wanna learn a lot of things, like how to be more girly, stylish and learn to put on makeup like a lot of others do, learn the Japanese language…so many so many.
1.05 am and I am still typing on my Microsoft word, being unable to connect to the internet on this freaking laptop. Right. And I got piano lesson at 9.30am in the morning, and I couldn’t even practice for the past 2 weeks because my right middle and ring fingers got slammed by my bro’s toilet door and it hurts when I try to apply pressure on it. So screwed. Zzz.
Gotta go sleep already. Back hurts. Yikes.
Thursday, 14 september 2006
I wanna sleeeeep!
so angry with myself at vball practice today because I totally sucked. my fa qiu more than half cannot go over the net, my jie qiu also not as good as last thursday!! Damn those days that girls are left with no energy because of our flowing taps.zzz
1 week till school reopens. sigh. not really looking forward to it! i am not really a very very sociable person.I dont dare talk to people one. =P
*-Melissa Ng. :]
*-090188
*-Capricorn.
*-Republic poly-Biotechnology. Year 3.
*-standing at a mere 163 cm. :|
LOVES
*-winter holidays
*-teddies
*-romance
*-the one who can make me smile. :]
*-colors: green, pink, blue
*-pumps [:
*-watching stars by the beach
*-donuts!
*-pretty stuffs
*-music. its my life.
*-sweet memories
*-to be loved and to love
*-beach volleyball
*-those havaianas slippers
*-NUM wear
*-puppies
*-hamsters
*-ice-skatingg
*-pretty earrings
HATES
*-cockroaches! EWWW.
*-jerks
*-ghosts :|
*-being heartbroken
*-people who make me cry
*-cocky people
*-backstabbers.
WANTS
*-that YOU
*-everything for my family
*-everything for my friends
*-to stay happy everyday
*-to slim down
*-to be pampered
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