Friday, November 24, 2006, 10:44 PM
damnit.screwed up my ut. i studied for it and yet i couldnt do it. how dumb can i get. those questions molly & I asked each other didnt even come out. my grades will never get me to local university at this rate. mel is dumb laa.
my left wrist still hurts.i cant even move it at some angles without it hurting...not even let my laptop weight balance on it for too long..great laa. i shouldnt have let it hurt for so many months already. monday's training was the worst...so i skipped thursday training, partially because I got scolded by my dad and he didnt want me to go until my wrist doesnt hurt.I thought the physical would be all the weights lifting again, until rena told me it wasnt on thursday itself. and she got angry, because the turn out was 6 people.only her clique. but hazel, madd and I really had UTs. hazel and madd had them on tuesday, wednesday, thursday and friday..and seriously, in our sci course, if you dont study for the UTs', we are gonna be the lousiest scorers because there's absolutely no way we can smoke thru those tests, and all the sci pple are freaking smart, the moderation wouldnt even be much that way..which means. C.D.E.F.woohoo.
damnit. at this rate, i will never achieve what I want to achieve. heck, monday onwards, shall just band wrist up and go play vball again, at least banding reduces the pain by abit.
demoralized doesnt even come close to describing my current self nw.
its feels just like last year, where I had a month's MC from volleyball training due to some swollen dunno what on my palm, and could do nothing but watch everyone train and go way way ahead of me..watch.watch.watch.
nvrmind. how I feel doesnt matter much.
hmm...signed up for a mushroom farming project with molly & mad.. Hope it will look better in our profiles when we apply for university at the end of year 3. hopefully, it can turn into our fyp as well, so that we have enough time to study or train or wadever we need to do. time seems to fly by...so fast, its almost 2 years in Rp alrdy. considered 1 year that I played vball alrdy. cuz it was last december that I really started to put in my best and only then, did the seniors start warming up to me after that huey jin thingy. my standard is still so lousy. the best improved player since last year would have to be gill. she's like..good man.for someone who has only played 1 and a half year...
time flies.3-4 more years and we'd be grown ups.
gotta start thinking about what I'd like to do.
gotta start thinkin' about alot of things...
haiz.
i wanna be a kid again.
had a whole week of lab work man. and practically everyday, I had to run electrophoresis gel, and work with ethidium bromide which is HIGHLY carcinogenic-cancer causing. gosh man. i was like freaked out when I heard what happened to the NYP girl who became a lab tech after she graduated..she died in 5 years because of all the ethidium bromide she came into contact with as a lab tech. =( i am scared man.dun wanna do anymore of ethidium bromide! i loaded it 4 times already..nooo.
ok.so i went sushi tei with my parents today, and they practically maluated me! they went to tell this cute lookin' waiter that I find him cute and asked him how old he is. wth. i didnt say so! but the best part was he ended up saying that he's from JC 1 and said thank you and blushed along with me >_<"... zzz. -_-"
pig.bear.knock and enter.glass.3/4 full.7.5.Thank God.
46 days. (: