its the sun and the flower.
and the colours of the rainbow.
these are some of the things i love. <3



I am just like the sun and you the flower. I’ll provide sunlight for you to blossom. Sometimes, clouds will prevent me from reaching you. But you’ll know that I’m always trying to reach you. Just wait for the clouds to clear if you can’t receive my sunlight (:

death note is nice!
gosh.ok.so i am really lagging here, but I just watched the movie yesterday night, on my wonderfully laggy laptop...kira is so damn evil~~how could he actually sacrifice his own girlfriend. jerk. And L is nuts. I mean..who ever eats sweet stuff non stop and never grows fat? haha. And he uses both brown and white sugar in his cup of tea...and a lollipop as a stirrer. goodness meee.
but the plot is great man. =)

and I also caught final destination 2 on Tv today. gosh laa. its like...so saddistic and gory and gruesome and depressing! gosh. what kinda show is this mannnn~! ='( I am so gonna get nightmares. fish that show. dots.

anyway, i am so glad that furniture buying is over. my parents finally settled all the furniture! 2 more weeks till I move in. suddenly feeling nostalgic for my current house...afterall, i grew up here. 18 years here...I am so used to it already. The rooms are much bigger too =(

hana yori dango II is niceee..its definitely so much nicer than taiwan's version. At least all their actors can act their roles well. tsukushi is chio-er too! =)

ahh.am just blabbering.
i am so sick of jap class being on a sunday.
i cant go east coast park to cycle or anything liddat.
sigh.
why do i sigh so much nowadays

wu zun wu zun! =D

wu zun. rawks.
found his blog and wow, he writes pretty good english and studied business admin in melbourne RMIT uni before! gosh.

anyways, watched mr bean with my class peeps today.
but it didnt turn out quite as nice because I didnt have the mood to watch. I dont know why.
I was just...stoning.
maybe i am just wearing out of all the scandalling and all.
I just feel so tired.
anyway.
its time to clear things up.
yes.
time to get motivated.
set my goals and get to it.
yes.

it feels relieving to get things off my mind.
at least i am not obliged to think about it anymore.
its driving me nuts.
and i can finally get rid of that awkwardness.i hope.
and i can be almost 100% frank.

i missed gym training...the 2nd one i missed so far.
haiz. mel. get back that spirit of yours.
get back your love for everything.

gambarimasu.


wu zun wu zun wu zun~ even the yan ya lun and tang yi zhe is cute~!

went to the zoo with my beloved class ytd! =)
10 of us went... And i didnt know the zoo was so freaking big! >_<
Cheetahs, leopard, polar bears...u name it you got it. except, where are my dearest penguins!!! And there were no dolphins too =( aww man.

haha. i planned and directed a great disappearing act in the Pets Lover Shop too. leaving a lovey dovey couple inside happily chatting away without realizing that we were missing. heh heh. just another one of my "evil" acts. haha. giff and sihui must thank mee. hehe. ^^V

We had fun scandal-ing them on the bus too..making them sit in the same seat beside each other and taking pictures of them. haha. well, they looked so picture purrfect together! no kidding. haha =P

But i got my just desserts after that. Sihui kept making fun of me tooo. First make me shift seat in KFC so i am sitting directly opposite Jul, then make me pose and take SOOO many pictures with jul. oh my goodness. >< KArma. What goes around comes around.

Jas brought her chio pink camera out again and Joleen ate like..2 small mash potatoes and 1 LARGE one?! And after that still can eat 2 chicken. win alreadyy =|

And there was this cute little jap boy there too! he's gonna be a real lady-killer when he grows up man. *considers being his child bride* later he come out as cute as matsumoto jun and the hanazawa rui.lols~

Oh yeah, we had loads of fun smelling the animals dung. ewwwwwness man. haha. totally wretching.

And when me and lky were on the way home, we realized we stayed pretty near each other~ gosh. I tiong bahru, she redhill. Both around Telok Blangah. Oh, and we saw this indian monk on the MRT, and guess what. We caught him staring straight into the boobs of the woman beside him. And subsequently 2 other women's. And he was grinning widely. Great. A monk. Please can someone provide me with the reason why are even the supposedly purest people are like... -__- i wanna box that guy already. poor lady.

my class has just toooo many 暧昧 cases already... Jas and Muthu. Honey Doreen and Jinghong DS. Giff and Sihui. Cyn and Aaron. Me and Jul. Who's next? hahaha. We all are like self entertaining here~ haaa.

then again i ask myself...why do I try and try and not succeed at playing volleyball.
time and again I feel how lousy I am.
Today was just one of the worst days.
3 tp main team players, 1 tp sub team player
6 rp main team players.
And of course, me, xl and jan.
I feel so rotten.
I feel so inferior to them all. not feel. in fact, its the truth.
I love volleyball, but I dont think it will be my priority anymore.
My dad's right.
When will I ever be able to contribute to the team? I am already going to year 3.
Its time to focus more on my FYP, PP and my studies.
No more time for anything else. sigh.
When school reopens, the only time I will set aside to do things I like such as watching dramas will be saturday. No more nonsense. I cannot afford to slack anymore.
Much as I'd like to study in australia, and with the support of my dad already, I really dont see the necessity to waste more money. I need to buck up and get into a local university.

gotta go sleep already. waking up at 8am to go zoo with my class. =)
minna san oyasumi~!

thanks for trying to cheer me up during training today xiao mo gu. =)
thanks xl too, though u always bullying me. =|

Sometimes I feel like I'm a bird with broken wings
At times I dread my now and envy where I've been
But that's when quiet wisdom takes control
At least I've got a story no one's told

I finally learned to say
Whatever will be will be
I've learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land

These days it feels naive to put your faith in hope
To imitate a child, fall backwards on the snow
'Cause that's when fears will usually lead you blind
But now I try to under-analyse

Is the rope I walk wearing thin?
Is the life I love caving in?
Is the weight on your mind
A heavy black bird caged inside?

Say
Whatever will be will be
Take
The good, the bad
Just breathe

Whatever will be will be
I learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
Thing like that are never in your hands
No one knows if shooting stars will land

one of my faves at the moment. Vannesa Ann Hudgens-Whatever Will Be.

Been a couple of days since i blogged.
nothing much going on recently.
oh, 'cept for the horoscope thing I read about myself.
My symbol: A cloud.
I am carefree and loves freedom and hates to be restricted. Yes! that's so mee! Thats why I have no intention of committing to anything yet. I am the carefree cloud whose only gonna get down to earth when she's entered university...I hope i can. And
Well, they say I know how to earn money but dunno how to keep it because I'll have friends who'll psycho me into investments and I'll lose the money. haaha. sad la.
And and, they mentioned that most people probably wouldnt like me at first impression. well. that figures. moving on.
training's at 830am. 1222am and I am still awake and blogging. Sure gonna end up stoning tmr.

And jas dearie, thanks for the shirt you took for me! =)
but its XS ehh..am I gonna be able to fit in it? hahaa

guess i'm not the only one who has a sad story in parts of my life. well, its comforting to know that I'm not alone. I just realized I am considered lucky already.

Jap class was haha. relatively confusing today. But at least I gathered something new.
the hardest part I tried translating:
Was your older sister not a doctor?
translated --> anata no ane wa isha dewa arimasen deshita ka

haha. ^^V

ugly betty's such a sad case! she's really nice and all, but she just doesnt know how to conform to society and peer pressure. Aww man, if only we could try to give her an extreme makeover. hahaa. she'll be a pretty swan. and her boss will definitely fall for her man. hahaha. kk, i am talking nonsense already. =|

fyp's pretty screwed with my damn screwed up team.
its like. SHIT.
some people cant even be bothered to go for the underwater thingy and left me solo. The only one from the team to go. I just cant stand the heck care attitude already. I mean, even benny's pissed. even he sees that there's something wrong with the team. I've had it.
I'll complete the project with those who are keen. for those who are not? just go do your own stuffs. go live in your own world. The rest of us can cope on our own. Dont mess with us. We've had it.

point put across.

My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com. Get one for yourself.

here i am ranting again. I seem to be ranting more and more frequently now.
And once again, I witness my friends hurting badly because they love someone who doesnt feel the same way, or who feigns ignorance to their feelings. I feel like slapping these people hard, but it dawned on me that that might be how others perceive of me too...Am i just like these jerks? Because of my fear of falling in love & commitment, have I led many people on only to break their hearts? I dont wanna hurt myself but I end up hurting others more. I'm such a samaritan. haiz.

Just wanna be the happy girl I always am. I wish I had 48 hours a day to do whatever I want. 24 hours pass by in just a blink of an eye.

Anyway, went to UNDERWATER WORLD! wheee. but not for fun though. for fyp. that figures why I got so much time to go underwater world right. haha. but the diver that took us backdoor was quite cute ah. haha. but well,i'm not looking. haha. AND there were sharks, jellyfishes, angelfish!, dewgong!, Water Squirrels!(I forgot what they call those...beavers?) But they were all damn cute!! And damn smelly. *faint*
Anyway, I was supposed to be looking at the water treatment system. But oh well, I got to see underwater world behind the scenes! So excited laaa. =) And oh! i waved to the people on the moving trail gallery below! haha. I'm still such a kid. hahaa.
And my whole fyp team left me alone. They didnt turn up. I dunno whether to feel pissed or not. I know madd had valid reasons..but the rest?! Anyway, I went to interact with the other team...the sea cucumber team..AND I ONLY REALIZED AFTER ONE HOUR THAT THE GUY I WAS TALKING TO WAS JAS's INFAMOUS BOYFRIEND! wheeee! haha. The one I scandal jas with in maple...hahaha. it was really funny to meet under that circumstances. ahh.wadever. hahaha. And how does he know i am a tennis idiot!!! JAS!!! Rahhh!

Training was quite tiring for me after that. I was like so half seh already...No strength to play or focus much. Only saved 2 nice balls. Screwed up most of the rest. Even xiao mo gu see me so off today.

well. melly's gonna be a happy go lucky person! as someone said, do whatever makes you happy. So i shall stay happy. Though I dont really know what makes me happier. I hope you guys can help me figure it out. haha.

anyone keen on picking up tennis with me? My dad want me to pick it up as a socializing sport...or should I pick up golf. gosh.

iwannmyNUMvolleyballtee&NUMfruityflipflops!
iwanntowatchmusic&lyrics!!!
iwanntoknowwhatmakesmehappy!
aww man.i am such a spoilt brat. haahaa.

the sweetness that touched me. that hesistance that drew me away yet again.
'utterly confused.

i need a wishingg starr. i need a sign.

what makes you smile?

!@$#%#^(*@$*)(@#$*%((%)%
the frustrations. the feeling of being completely lost in almost every aspect of my life. completely hopeless. complete lack of motivation.

its like i am waking up to reality.
i've always had dreams. one moment I am the poly student who makes it to local university. one moment I am a successful Uni graduate. one moment I am being respected and earning high bucks and being the happiest most loved person on earth. one moment I like clothes designing, one moment I like acting. The next moment? I am sitting at home, lost, pondering about everything.

It finally hit me that things arent always as easy as it seems.
Oh sure, I can get GPA 3.65. Right, I have one year to go and where am I?! 0.18 away from that. Oh sure, I can get GPA 4 next sem...right mel, am I being realistic here?

It sucks to grow up. It really does.
Now I know why the quiz I took claims I am a 14 year old mind in a 19 year old body.
I realized I know nuts about alot of things.
Jul and the rest seems to know about everything.
like all the government related stuffs, and academic related stuffs. CPF, Difference in honors, what alot of things stand for, and I dont. I realized how much I have lived in that ignorant and secluded world of mine. And seriously, I dont feel like growing up at all. I like being my dumb kinda happy. Seeing the beautiful things in everything, everyone... ='(

I need to sort out my life! Hopefully moving to a new place means I can straighten my thoughts out, on what I wanna do and where do I wanna head in life. But well. If I can get it right, it'll be a miracle. That figures.
My kor kor says I can do it... I hope i can. I really hope so. Kor, good luck for your exam ltr. and take care of your health kk?

training time. gotta run.
i wan my vball NUM green top and my fruity tropical NUM flip flops.


Drifting in that wide never ending ocean...

ooo...the mighty chat log between Julius and Mel (Which is my little sis on my laptop apparently)

`Sir Julius Diomedes - Mein Wille zur Macht - What is 300 the movie? -> Mel: "oh..the dinner in hell show" says:
i buy clothes frm cerisi
// * Melly (: ™ *// 'addicted: wu zun. says:
-_-
`Sir Julius Diomedes - Mein Wille zur Macht - What is 300 the movie? -> Mel: "oh..the dinner in hell show" says:
or u want toys
`Sir Julius Diomedes - Mein Wille zur Macht - What is 300 the movie? -> Mel: "oh..the dinner in hell show" says:
toy r us got alot
// * Melly (: ™ *// dicted: wu zun. says:
nah
`Sir Julius Diomedes - Mein Wille zur Macht - What is 300 the movie? -> Mel: "oh..the dinner in hell show" says:
u want what type
`Sir Julius Diomedes - Mein Wille zur Macht - What is 300 the movie? -> Mel: "oh..the dinner in hell show" says:
barbie

yay. good game little sis. haha. now this is blackmail.
shyt. my laptop sound system isnt working.. -_-

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have medium extroversion. You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party. Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences. But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time." Conscientiousness: You have high conscientiousness. Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life. Most things in your life are organized and planned well. But you borderline on being a total perfectionist. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly. Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is high. In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas. You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits. A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

Watched the pursue of happyness tonight.
It was so touching!! I almost cried. The shity situation that Will Smith was in...His wife left him, he had his young son with him, he got thrown out of his house,he was peniless, he had to resort to sleeping in the toilet and bluffing his son that that's a cave to hide from dinosaurs...was enough to make a person wanna end his life. But he didnt. Despite the setbacks, his determination to give his son a better life made him perservere and eventually get the job as a stockbroker. man, it was so inspirational. How I wish I had his willpower too.

NTU, NUS and SMU open house today, So I went to all with the mindset that I can definitely get into a business course of my choice if I get a gpa of 3.5...but upon hearing that A'lvl students had to score straight As' to get in, I got demoralized. It didnt help that a girl at NTU was nasty. They considered JC people first class and us, well...second. It made me kind embarassed and really upset with myself. Why. Why did I let myself get into this mess by playing maple all day long throughout my O'lvls and fallen sick, ended up being in a depressed state and unable to do my papers. Why couldnt I be more self-disciplined? I give up playing maple...I dont want the same thing to happen to me again..Seeing all my friends already graduated from JC and happily looking forward to their Uni lives, while I am still stucked in my final year in Poly...the feeling is the total opposite of being on cloud nine. It sucks. I can only hope I can do it. Jul challenged me to a gpa of 4 next sem, and dumbly took up the offer. Issit possible for me?for MEL? How am I supposed to get all As'!? I challenged Madd too.

Anyway, me and madd saw molly with her friends when we were going to meet up with Jas and Jul for NUS open house.. NUS open house was..well. as usual. The usual booths for respective courses and all. Nothing really interesting other than the fact that JUL TOOK 2 BALLOONS AND CARRIED IT EVERYWHERE LIKE A LITTLE KID. GOODNESS MEEEEE. hahaha. Madd called him a 12 year old kid. I pretended I didnt know him. Jas, me and madd all feigned ignorant. lols.

Next Stop, SMU. (ANd yes, that little kid was still carrying his dear balloons. lol)
SMU was the most motivational to me, maybe because I went for the admission talk there. And maybe because I loved business. And it was so familiar to me, being similar to RP's methodology of teaching. And I got impressed by some of the guys & girls dressing there! They dressed so presentably. And the pronunciation and presentation skills? Much better than people like Su Tay.

But here comes the worst part.
I NEED A GPA OF 3.6-3.7 AT LEAST, TO SECURE A SEAT. wheeee.
People dont understand. How am I supposed to do that in one yr?!
They said taking SATs is going to be a bonus to our application, so we 4 are considering taking it together. Are we becoming the muggers? gosh. Kor told me to enjoy the last year of poly life, and judging from how stressed he is now, my life, though really hectic, is well, like heaven or a vacation compared to his? Kor, jiayou! =)

no more thoughts to pen down for today. *my mind's still in a whirl.*

so tiredddd...i'm very very tired. ='(

i just realised I have a duplicate of me in male version who thinks exactly the same way as me in terms of relationships and stuffs. Same ideology...someone I can chat about how I feel with...my current uncertainties, my confusion. And someone I can actually put myself in his shoes and advice him. haha. mel the advisor again.

honestly speaking, I still dont get why people love to enter r/s so frequently nowadays. I mean, hello, think & think & think & think alot before you decide to enter one. Think of how much hurt you might give the person, or how much you'll end up hurting. Its our last year in poly, shouldnt our academics come first?

I'm fretting so much over so many things nowadays. I dont really like the feeling...Its like so rojak. I wish i understand myself better. Even a simple question like whether I used my heart or head to think makes me pause to think for a long time. This is how much I understand myself. haha. sad case.

What course should I take...
What course should I consider...
All the career tests and personality tests i took online tell me I should go for the arts or social field. I know I am interested in fashion designing and media and all, but...it goes against my wish of going into the CBD area and making a niche on my own. Afterall, the "cards" have shown that I am destined to marry a smart guy who doesnt know how to earn money. lol. So I gotta depend on myself! =P Seriously, i wouldnt consider the guys I had in my 2 previous short relationships to be anywhere near smart la. *pukes* so this is absolutely nonsense. haha
guys who didnt get that good a result, please dont take it to heart. its just a game ok?

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!
Arghh!!!
I am late for school!! ohdearohdear.
gtg gtg!
*runs to pack and change*

coughcoughcough.
man, i woke up at 1.30pm today and still feeling damn tired.
dont think i can lift the 5kg thingys in gym today...
sorry girls, enjoy training. I promise to be back on monday.

anyways,
chalet was a blast.
it was the most fun chalet i've ever had these 19 years.
seeing everyone get drunk from playing 中级密码 and having to down absolute vodka shots was really funny. Its like seeing the other side of them.

cyn --> talking alot of rubbish and not making much sense. Taking benjie's wallet and claiming its her and giving me a $50 note from his wallet to go buy food. And calling herself Mrs Andy Lau.hahaa.

Zhicong --> Singing aloud all the different chinese songs and not really realizing what he's doing. But manage to point a middle finger at me when he caught me videoing him. Lol

Jul --> Acted like godzilla and darth vader. thought he had a light saber. and sat in meditating position in the middle of the road. best. haha.

Jiahao --> Was high and wanted to share room with us girls already.lolol.

Giff --> Face damn red and zombified. haha

Me --> Very sane i think. Only talking more nonsense than usual and not walking straight. (though I thought i was very straight!!!!!) =\ seriously. 3 shots and i was a goner.lol.

Second day, joleen came...dressed like auntie as usual!! haha. Then we had barbeque and Kahlua with ice cream and it tasted so much like tiramisu. Everyone was bored, so I decided to play the "counting yr future gf/bf card game" with the girls, and it ended up with all the guys wanting to play as well. hahaha. so funny laa. And most of the guys either get rich girls or girls who dont love them. so sad =(.
but the most constant ones were lky, me and jol. lky is so destined to marry a rich guy. its like..5/6 times her rich factor was full. mine is destined for a very smart guy who apparently doesnt know how to earn alot of money with his brains. lol. And joleen? Destined to marry Alvin Teo. wahaha. A very rich guy with alot of brains but no looks at all. haha.

Took alot of pictures in the chalet:

my favourite class:





jas, cyn and me too bored-camwhoring:





And of course, not to forget mel's paparazzi scandal taking skills =P

Sihui and Giff:





Cyn and Aaron:





2nd Night, 7 of us didnt sleep. went out to explore..dug in the sand and found not a crab but....eww.scared us outta our wits





Took pictures of the beautiful sunrise we saw:





A picture Jinghong took of us without us realizing:





And lastly, the 6 out of 7 explorers who went out to venture at 4am. hahaa. Jinghong camera shy






How i wish I could still stick with this class. Chalet with them was one of the best times I have had in all year...but guess I wont get the chance to bah. Biomed and Biotech pple do not have the same classes in year 3. aww well. I just hope they dont forget to include me in their future activities... =(

and my exclamation for the day: WU ZUN IS CUTEEEEE in Tokyo Juliet!!!!! *goes nuts* =DDD Aww man, get me a guy liddat. hahaha. right, i am dreaming.lol.

so excitedd~!! =DDD
T.o.p. and We got the keys!
I saw my new house today! =)
And i brought my camera along...took alot of pics.
but the house still needs to undergo renovation.
and and...why issit so crammy~!! Its supposed to be better than my current house!!
Arghhhhh
Wadever, at least I get my own room. Helloo privacy. =D
Hope I get my own room phone too.

So tired..been really tired these couple of days...
Its like I feel so drained of energy.
And i cant swim during chalet. Suey ar!!! T_T sobs. I wanna swim! I wanna kayak!!

Gotta go do my ppt alrdy.
All thanks to the 2 wonderful advisors who want it by monday -_-"
the timeline is so impossible considering our schedules now. sigh.

as for now, photosss!!!! =D



The view from my 31st floor balcony =) i can see sentosa, merlion, marina IR (in the future), Ferris Wheel, CBD area, Orchard, esplanade...and the sea.. =)




walked past the guest toilet and decided to take a pic. haha =P




look at my photography skills! haha.i made my bro pose that way. thats the view from his room...nice right? =)




i made my brother pose this way too..doesnt this look familiar jul? LOL




my sis took a pic of me in my room staring out and stoning. haha =|




took a picture of my lil' sis in her room too... =) but our rooms are so small!



i cant wait to move in..the breeze is really nice. I love the peacefulness. =)

diarrrhoeaaaaaaaaaaa.

ohihatethosebuttermushrooms.
and that extra chewy fishy taste sotong i swallowed.

went to giff's house for steamboat today. =D
Jas, Yong Lee, Yong Lee's friend, Benjie, Jul, Joleen, DS kid, giff, cynthia, aaron, and even hui cheng our fac was there tooo! And giff had this really adorable dog called fido. Had a hard time figuring where its eyes' were located...aww man, i forgot to take a picture!! Its super kawaii and friendly! =)) i love dogs. shall keep one next time.

Met jiehui for lunch and pool at jurong east earlier on...so long never see this ijc buddy already! Life in army seems to suit him.hahaha. Anyway, buddy, you have become a lot more guyish! The benefits of having had a gf. =x
Out of 10 games we had, I hit in 14 times of the white ball, giving away free penalties, and eventually lost him 6-4. Sad man. haha. Thanks for the pool treat~!
Wishing you all the best for yr A'lvl results tmr! =)

Feeling so much better already...felt really horrible just now. the feeling of wanted to puke and diarrhoea wasnt good man, not when i tahan from 9.30pm...><

My lil' sis claims she saw rena at wisma atria's watsons tdy..with someone and sporting the team republic jacket. haha. Hope you had a fun and exciting burfdae!! =) Welcome to our 19 year olds clan!!

Now hoping I would be given the green light for the career fair tmr.. my parents are already so pissed that I have been home at 11+pm everyday for the past week. mon-vball, tues-NUS library, wed-vball, thursday-class steamboat. Sigh. I wish I had more time for everything.

gpa for yr 2 sem 2 accumulative: 3.47. sigh. i am gonna get nowhere like this. Considering Tourism and Hospitality Management and Business...I wanna get into the local uni of my choice. I am gonna work towards it. gambarimasu~!

You Are A Romantic

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to. Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you. Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted. Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

You Are a Lemon Cake

Strong, sexy, and overpowering. You know who you are, and you're not afraid to show the world your fabulous self. You're confident, charming, and extremely popular.

HAPPY BURFDAE RENA XIAO MO GU!!! =D
wahaha. i have to type this bigger and bolder because she has very very small eyes...cannot see. my sweet revenge ^^V


woohoo.today vball game was an all time high! i've nvr had so much fun in a long long time. =DD though i am still considered one of the weakest links in the team...watashi wa zettai ni zettai ni gambarimasu! aja aja! fighto! =)

woundsaplenty.ilovemydettolantisepticcreamonthesedays.

*-Melissa Ng. :]
*-090188
*-Capricorn.
*-Republic poly-Biotechnology. Year 3.
*-standing at a mere 163 cm. :|

LOVES
*-winter holidays
*-teddies
*-romance
*-the one who can make me smile. :]
*-colors: green, pink, blue
*-pumps [:
*-watching stars by the beach
*-donuts!
*-pretty stuffs
*-music. its my life.
*-sweet memories
*-to be loved and to love
*-beach volleyball
*-those havaianas slippers
*-NUM wear
*-puppies
*-hamsters
*-ice-skatingg
*-pretty earrings

HATES
*-cockroaches! EWWW.
*-jerks
*-ghosts :|
*-being heartbroken
*-people who make me cry
*-cocky people
*-backstabbers.

WANTS
*-that YOU
*-everything for my family
*-everything for my friends
*-to stay happy everyday
*-to slim down
*-to be pampered

Madd
Rena
Janjan
Ah ma
Sissy donkey
mr.lion kai
felicia
Junguang
Sueann
Gillian
Shuhui
Jiehui
Jasmine

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As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You’re the only love I’ll need

In my life you’re all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You’re the one that’s there for me

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Imagine me without you
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day, I’d be afraid
Without you there to see me through

Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it’s just impossible
Because of you, it’s all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can’t imagine me without you

When you caught me I was falling
You’re love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard me calling
And you rush to set me free

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you
I can’t imagine me without you