its the sun and the flower.
and the colours of the rainbow.
these are some of the things i love. <3



I am just like the sun and you the flower. I’ll provide sunlight for you to blossom. Sometimes, clouds will prevent me from reaching you. But you’ll know that I’m always trying to reach you. Just wait for the clouds to clear if you can’t receive my sunlight (:

think it has been a really really long time since i blogged.
got another 2 major rejection letters today. haha.SIM and NUS. two at one go.. i thought i could get in SIM, but well..i submitted too late. saw the wrong dateline. hahas.

left with SMU...

Talked to molly over the phone for an hr plus tdy. both fretting. no idea what to do. heard my dad's been asking her about aussie and expressing to her that he'd like me to go too, just that i keep refusing.

what if..what if smu doesnt accept me too? what am i supposed to do? am i suppose to really go overseas? ='(
molly's basically freaking out too.. but its just so saddening. so so saddening.
i've people i dont wanna leave behind in singapore. home. family. him. friends.
what if i really gotta go? i'm not being fair! ='( i shall be a meanie from today.

tennis lessons start at 9am tmr. see how many balls i'll hit out of court (over the fence i mean..not even within the in lines. haha)

as for now. dont think. dont think.
whatever will be...will be.
sigh.

i'm really super upset now. super duper major. i just didnt show that side of me to my parents when they see me open the letters. hahaha. and now i've to pretend i'm not affected the least bit in front of everyone...geez. this is hard.

the tears flow when i'm alone in bed at night. stress.sadness. urgh. this sux. what a horrible transition in life.
i'm such a happy girl. i'm happy. i'm happy.

no mood to change font color. monotone.

Got my very first rejection letter today.
From NTU. sigh
guess i'm just not good enough.
RP seemed to be a wrong choice for me cause I'm not exactly vocal and my participation depends on my mood. But I dont regret it because of all the friends I made in RP. The volleyball team, w35L, E37H..all my wonderful classmates and you.
So now its One down, Two to go.
Should start planning what I wanna do if I dont get in. hahas.
Will i really go to SIM if they accept me?
Is that what I really want?
Sighs.

Got a glitz merit award. LOL. Thanks whoever who nominated me. =)

One down. Two to go. hahahahaaaaa.

Been too lazy to update recently, but life's been pretty good.
Counting the fact that I have nice colleagues and its 15 more days to my last day at work and i got my first pay!
Fishing, Sentosa, Escape Theme Park Go Carts, Cadbury Inverter, Rainbow, Roll-to-win games with you made my days more enjoyable.
The only thing is that I am so tired due to the lack of sleep.

Spent the day catching up on Bleach again. I like the anime loads! =)

Still fretting over the letters that havent arrived..starting to give up hope alrdy. hahas. Do i really have no choice but to go to that uni? =( Should I try again nxt year and this time apply in advance for others? sigh.

Anyway, enough said. Depressing. Whats more depressing is that Brooke got outed before Jason Castro in American Idol. Boo. -____-"

On a last note, my colleague introduced this website to me.. www.ja333.com
It sells some pretty nice clothes at cheap prices! Do check it out girls. (:

Will do a photo update when i'm free from work. 15 more days 15 more days. lalala.
honestly, this has been the longest i've ever worked. >_<

missing janjan, rena, mols and you. =(
sigh. why why why.

*-Melissa Ng. :]
*-090188
*-Capricorn.
*-Republic poly-Biotechnology. Year 3.
*-standing at a mere 163 cm. :|

LOVES
*-winter holidays
*-teddies
*-romance
*-the one who can make me smile. :]
*-colors: green, pink, blue
*-pumps [:
*-watching stars by the beach
*-donuts!
*-pretty stuffs
*-music. its my life.
*-sweet memories
*-to be loved and to love
*-beach volleyball
*-those havaianas slippers
*-NUM wear
*-puppies
*-hamsters
*-ice-skatingg
*-pretty earrings

HATES
*-cockroaches! EWWW.
*-jerks
*-ghosts :|
*-being heartbroken
*-people who make me cry
*-cocky people
*-backstabbers.

WANTS
*-that YOU
*-everything for my family
*-everything for my friends
*-to stay happy everyday
*-to slim down
*-to be pampered

Madd
Rena
Janjan
Ah ma
Sissy donkey
mr.lion kai
felicia
Junguang
Sueann
Gillian
Shuhui
Jiehui
Jasmine

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As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You’re the only love I’ll need

In my life you’re all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You’re the one that’s there for me

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Imagine me without you
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day, I’d be afraid
Without you there to see me through

Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it’s just impossible
Because of you, it’s all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can’t imagine me without you

When you caught me I was falling
You’re love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard me calling
And you rush to set me free

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you
I can’t imagine me without you